E.

2009-06-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

WHY MUST IT HAPPEN?

Went to visit my great-uncle which = my grandmother's elder brother, in hospital yesterday night. His heartbeat stopped yesterday morning and he's in a coma since then. He's in ICU, so me and my mother managed to not queue for that LONG LONG queue at the lift entrance in the hospital.

Had to wear the mask and clean our hands before entering the ward, only limited ppl are allowed in there at one go. It really really hurts to see someone you know lying on the bed, not moving, not reacting to what you say. Looking at 4 machines beside him, indicating different stuffs and so many tubes inserted into him, one basket full of injection things and one bucket full of cotton wool with blood stains. Doctor says its only 25% of chance that he can wake up i think.

It really hurts, thinking of just a few weeks ago, him playing mahjong happily with my mum and relatives, tears really nearly came out. I REALLY REALLY HOPE NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN. Will be visiting him again tmr with jacq and clarie.

Well for today, i shall not be so wordy, collected my specs and went tampines.

Wanted to go gym, but in the end, didnt cause was too tired.

Born to love you.

2009-06-02T23:08:00.001-07:00

Watched night at the museum 2 ; one word, LAME. But its very funny, makes your day happy i guess. Arghh, actually i dont have the mood to blog now, cried, LOL. :/

I deleted my friendster account, cause i dont really login and care abt that. But before deleting it, i went into my inbox to read alot of messages, and ... yeah. I copied and pasted it into my thumbdrive, every single one of it. I'm not crazy.

Dont feel like elaborating about ytd already, just went out with Darren, Khairul, Liyana, Michelle, Muttaqin, Nadiah, Ramdhan, Yunita. Fun day afterall.

I miss the past, but its not worth it.

Bowling.

2009-06-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

Made specs today, cant get it straight away unlike last time because they didnt have the lenses for my degree. So, i have to collect it on wed, alone.

I just chose one simple specs, plain and black, half frame, i think. I cant remember very clearly. Just spent 117, specs was 75dollars and bought 3big bottles of contacts solution, and the auntie gave me 4 free monthly contacts because my right eye degree is only 300 but the contacts that i'm wearing now is 350.

Played bowling with jacq, and i won. :D Just by a few points to be exact, but still, I WON.:D

And i was so embarrased by what i did while playing. You know to play bowling have to throw the ball right?So when i threw the ball, the ball bounced and bounced into the next lane beside us. I was so embarrased, and the ppl in the next lane was like laughing at me. -.- And we realised that when other ppl throw their ball, its smooth. And ours, bounce and bounce. Mine was the worst, there was once when i threw and the ball bounced exactly 4 times, "poing poing poing poing".

Then then went for movie, was deciding on The Conspiracy or Terminator. In the end, we chose Terminator, SO NICE! I love adventurous movies. :D Its like lots of bombs and crash and piang pong ping those kind. Then like now then i learnt how dangerous landmines are, like wow, if cambodia was so dangerous last year, you wouldnt be reading my post now. LOL Anyway, TERMINATOR IS NICE. CATCH IT IF YOU CAN. But, i've got one question, does this movie got anything to do with xmen? O.o

And and, while walking to the busstop, the same pathway where i kicked one frog on one mon a few weeks ago, i saw one huge ENORMOUS lizard, i screamed and screamed and screamed. Then cause i was pointing to the direction behind jacq and she didnt know what happened, she screamed with me. We're like so idiotic luh.

And, jacq told me she heard babies in the cinema when i didnt hear any and who the hell would bring one baby into a cinema when a baby dont even understand simple english?

Thats the end of today, and i'm going to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM with Darren, Khairul, Michelle, Muttaqin, Nadiah and Radhia tomorrow. I think thats all, Goodbye.

*Add :

纪念品.黑Girl - This damn song nearly made me cry just now, like uh... Why? -.-

I may die today, tomorrow, the day after or even NOW.

2009-05-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hi Hi, didnt go bowling today, instead, sccompanied clarie to study for her O levels chinese paper tmr. And she studied for only, 30mins? About there.

Then walked around at raffles city and marina square. Did many stupid things there luh. Me and jacq were like crazy ppl anyhow just created some korean words/japanese words by ourselves, like " um ba wu se kes " or " ais si kais ba des " or whatever.

I feel so lame today. Just by talking and my face expressions made clarie and jacquelyn laugh like crazy.

Will be going bowling tmr, with jacq. Oh! Before that, i'm going to make my specs. :D Still havent decided what type of specs to buy yet.

You are the reason that i breathe.

2009-05-29T20:59:00.001-07:00

I'm too bored. Can anyone just entertain me?

Will be going to yunita's house in a short while and there'll be 15KIDS there, its 15KIDS.

I'm going to die of irritation, cause I HATE KIDS!

Off to meet jacq first, it'll be a VERY TIRING DAY FOR ME AND MY EARS.

BYEBYE.

*Add : Finally home! Arghh, so tiring today after all those running and eating and screamings.

Moral : Kids arent that irritating sometimes, they can be quite adorable too.

Reached yunita's house and many kids came, MANY.

I thought they will be noisy and irritating, but after all, although they're noisy and irritating, they are quite adorable. Like the way they react and talk, really very cute though. In particular, there's one little boy, he's very irritating and lame, although i'm lame too, but i think he's really very cute. Aww! But he's just a little 10yearold boy, dont get mistaken. LOL

Played lots of games with those kids, and water bomb. Water bomb is the worst part of today, the kids wanted to throw the water bombs at us, but i screamed and shouted at them, so they didnt. xP

But in the end, me and jacq joined in the fun, after they threw all the water bombs and there's no water bombs left, me and jacq quickly ran and collected buckets of water, each one, from yunita's house and we ran out. The kids thought there were still some more water bombs and ran towards us. And guess what we did? We splashed the water at them, and they were all so shocked.

I got quite alittle soaked, cause when jacq threw the water at them, she threw the whole bucket and ran off, leaving me to the kids. The kids took the bucket and of course, splashed at me. They took all the buckets and went to refill water, me and jacq quickly went to hide cause we knew that they will come after us for revenge. Then they found us and we ran seperate ways, that irritating guy ran after me and i turned back and gave him that 'neninenipupu' face and ran even further. LOL

(That irritating kid.)

Maybe, i'm beginning to love kids, or rather like? But of course, definitely, NOT babies.

I'll find it another day.

2009-05-29T01:42:00.000-07:00

Took back results today, it was freaking hell worse than last year.

Results :

English : 46.2 ; D7

Chinese : 70.9 ; A2

Mathematics : 56.7 ; C5

Science ( Physics, Chemistry ) : 50.4 ; C6

Combined Humanities ( SS, History ) : 54.1 ; C6

Food And Nutrition : 59.4 ; C5

Total : 337.7/600

Percentage : 56.3

Class Position : 28th (-.-)

L1R4 : 25 ;

L1R5 : 31

Conduct : Very Good

Remarks : Evangeline is self-disciplined and completes given tasks effectively. She works well with others and is sensitive to the needs and the welfare of others.

Such a big influence to my mood for the day although its the last period of school.

But after school, wujie made laugh like crazy.

His conversation with the drinks stall auntie while he was at the drink stall buying drinks :

Wujie : Auntie, one packet of chrysanthemum tea.
Drink stall auntie : *looks at the whole row of chrysanthemum tea in the small fridge* and said "No stock".
Wujie : *looks at yunita* and said "I'm damn pissed" *walks towards me and bella and told us the whole incident*.
Me : I help you go buy.

In the end, auntie gave no complains and gave me that packet of drink. * this was before we had lunch*

The story hasnt ended, but before proceeding to the drink stall auntie part, i shall say yunita's story first. That also made me laugh like crazy.

Simply put, Yunita got scolded for using her phone by one crazy teacher whom has mood swings and stuff, the whole canteen was turning around finding out what happened. I have no comments, but just laughing laughing and laughing.

Then carrying on to Wujie and his drink stall auntie's story : *after lunch*

Wujie went to buy another packet of chrysanthemum tea and that auntie gave him attitude, threw the chrysanthemum tea on the table and stuffs.
He went for band and we headed out of school.

Mich went home and jacq told me she was going home too, yunita and bella didnt hear her cause they were infront of us.

When we reached the busstop, jacq said byebye. :

Bella : HUH?!?!
Jacq : I go home.
Bella and Yunita : Che. Fake us one.
Me : Yes, she going home.
Jacq : Yah, i going home.
Bella : Hahhaha. Ok, byebye. ( she thought jacq was still "lying")
Jacq : *walked away*
Bella : Eh? She really go home?
Me : Yah.
Bella : OH.
So idiotic right, anyway, bus 12 came not long after and we took off to expo for the sales and stuff, we're not auntie, we're just curious.

Reached home at 4pm or about there.

I thought there were still jokes... Nevermind, i shall post when i recall any.

Bye.
*Add :
I just remembered that i cried today, not because of the results but just one stupid show, that show is about one guy whom regretted alot of things that he did and stuff luh, alot luh. That stupid show made me cry in class, so lucky that i was was sitting right at the back and darren's the only one behind me so i guess he didnt see my crying, even if he did i hope he treated it as he didnt. My meaning of cry is not one drops or two drops, its really alot of drops, like water fall like that.

*Add : Alright, this is the third time i'm editing this post, i seriously have nothing to do.

Just talked with gladys on msn and we're very lame i can say.

(My drawing, so cute right)

(-.-)

This aint a fairytale.

2009-05-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooo.

Tmr's getting back report book, i feel so moody now, cause its the first time looking at so many underlines for the first time.

And i just took the facebook test, my stress level is 97%, i was like WOW! I didnt know i was that stressed.

I'm thinking of him again, today is the 28th which also means that if both of us were still tgt, its our 11th month, so fast right, we've broken up for 2months and i still like him. I'm sure of that. Rest assured, now my blog is private, only my friends or dearest can view it. I just suddenly thought of him and its all over. Although sometimes i cant believe that we've been tgt before, but i still will think that we're still tgt. I dont know for what reason. Dont scold me. I just cant get over him, i wont be as foolish to beg him cause i know that there's no happiness by forcing. Just, i dont think i'll stop loving him, maybe after 1year or so, or even more then i'll not. Its not me being stubborn, i just dont love one person so easily, i cant forget things so easily.

Well, enough of all those. Basically, choir and detention after school. Detention was only 2hours, i didnt know, i thought it was like from 2pm to 5pm, i think they changed the rules and regulations. But after detention, still had to go to choir. Learnt new songs again, like WOW, so fast?!?! And after choir, i saw those bundles of scores, so many, so heavy. Gladys is going to have a hard time clearing the cabinet.
And i've just realised that my posts are so wordy nowadays. But anyway, tmr i'm going out, i will force them to take photos. *evil laughter*

And, tmr's the last day of the term, which means staying at home or going out to study, study and STUDY. I'm going to make all of you shocked. *^^*

*Add : My toy is not a buddha nor a monk nor a tv. Anyway, that toy is a toy from the kinders surprise. Kinders Surprise is nice btw. (:

This is a picture of my toy, it can switch faces. So cute right? It doesnt even look like a monk, buddha or tv.

Dont blame me.

2009-05-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

OMG, i just realised something, i didnt really eat for the whole day. I only ate one piece of biscuit before recess, one bottle of 100plus during recess, another piece of biscuit after recess, bubbletea after school and pocky after choir. Thats all! Wow. Ahahah, my diet plan is going to work out. :D

Today, nothing much happened, F&N teacher didnt come to sch so i just slept for 2periods i guess.
And discussed abt lots of things with deborah, yuting, humaira and fathin, discussed about our schedule during the june holidays.

I'm planning to keep myself occupied everyday, provided that i keep most of the days occupied for revising. I'm really going to work hard, score well for FYE, not make myself regret like last year.

Mostly, the plan is abt :

Going to flyer ( cause deborah says its quite cheap for student price during weekdays ).

Going to Sentosa.

Nothing else i think, i'll add if i recall any.

OH shit, i forgot to buy bread, ham and cheese, have to make sandwich for michelle tmr morning. Maybe later.

And had committee meeting just now, thought of activities and stuffs for choir retreat, SLs are so slack, the others have to like plan this and plan that. But we also have to go help out in the noticeboard during the june holidays, i'm such a helpful person(right gladys)?

Well well, nothing to do again. I seriously cant find any nice dramas to watch.
Bye for the time being.

*Add : Wah shit. My leg is bleeding profusely now. Just let it flow, it wont hurt. Oh, it has stopped bleeding. Well, tmr's breakfast is egg mayonnaise, not ham and cheese. Yunita "ordered" it. LOL. The joint between my neck and shoulders are aching now, it feels like my whole hand is going to drop, like i cant bend forward. Every single move i make, it'll hurt.
I'll try to beg michelle to massage for me tmr, i need some stress relieve massage.

Rewinding back past memories.

2009-05-26T00:54:00.000-07:00

This will be a very fast post. Have to rush now.

Went for math trail today, tiring and not fun. Nothing much to say about that.
Then went loyangpoint for lunch with michelle and yunita, but its raining so i kept clinging on to gladys as she have an umbrella, in the end, i was still caught in the rain. Ate Fish soup and yunita pushed all her vegetables to me.
Evil right she, jk. XD
Went off and saw gladys and charmine at mcdonalds so i took bus with them, genelyn came not long after we reached the busstop. And at mcdonalds, gladys asked me to help her buy icecream.
Gladys : Eh, help me buy the 60cents icecream
(takes out wallet)
Me : Ok
Gladys : How much ah?
-.-
Get the joke? No then too bad.

Nothing much to say now, have to rush. Bye now, off to gym.

*Add : Back from gym, also went ikea and giant just now. Didnt really exercise at gym though, 1hour, is it alot? No i think.
I was so stupid today, as i had to rush to meet clarie at 4.30 outside gym, i just rushed out. Then Clarie texted me and asked me what shoes am i wearing, and i looked down, Oh shit, i'm wearig slippers, and at that point in time, i was already on the bus reaching so she lent me hers first. After reaching, i also realised that i forgot to bring alot of things, shampoo, soap, towel. I'm so blur today luh.
Clarie was also bahaving like a crazy auntie on the way to ikea, i didnt really went crazy with her, instead, i just gave her that lame face.
So angry just now, because i waited for the shuttle bus for 40mins at courts and there was not even one pasirris bus, in the end, i walked home. Like my leg is already so painful, muscle ache already btw.

Choir and chemistry after sch tmr = not much money will be spent. :D

OH i've got a joke : (credits : Gladys Ler)
Question : A and C, who's taller?

Ans : C, because (in chinese) ABCD (a bi c di)

Finest things on earth.

2009-05-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

Today's performance was a disaster.

Finally watched finish PI LI MIT, slept at 2plus last night and woke up at 5.30 today, so i only slept for 3hours or so. Therefore, i slept for almost two whole periods during physics.

Wellwell, after sch went tampines with yunita for lunch, THE CAFE CARTEL. I've nvr been there before, cause i had always thought that place is a very high class restaurant. But i only spent $10 on lunch.

Anyway, reached home very early and i have nothing to do now!

*Add : My leg is burning hot, my laptop is on my lap for 3hours already. I've got nothing meaningful to do now, maybe watching boys over flowers. And guess what? I'm not having dinner, my whole day's energy source is from recess's soyabean and afternoon's cafecartel. And and, Yunita made me cry just now, not her fault luh, just that video made me think of some things. Ahahaha, my diet plan is going to be a success for the first time round. Will be having math trial tmr, it would be boring to death, i'm getting lesser and lesser interest in math already. Time to gain back my interest.

Unlucky day everyday.

2009-05-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

OH dear,

Today's schedule : Tampines -> Yishun -> Far East -> Great Grandma's House

Tiring day though, slept at 2plus last night and woke up at 9this morning, kind of lack of sleep symptoms today. Almost fell asleep on the bus on the way to yishun, didnt really eat alot today (diet), fell asleep at greatgrandma's place.

Met Clarie at Tampines today, went mosburger for lunch and faceshop for nailpolish. Took 969 to Yishun to meet Jacquelyn. We were late this time round ( first time i think ). Then took train down to orchard - far east, i bought a bag, my savings luh. Btw, now my savings are only left with $1. Time to starve again i think. Headed back to greatgrandma's place, there was no dinner. -.- Instead, we had to cut the vegetables and stuffs for them, i admit now, my knife skills totally sucks. Fell asleep on the bed for a few mins, then woke up again, feeling very energetic although i'm dying of hunger.

And and and, when we were at yishun, we bought bubbletea, i ordered peppermint greentea and it tastes like flu medicine, it really doesn't tastes nice at all. And not only mine, jacquelyn's chocolate vanilla ice blended also tastes like antibiotics, i would nvr ever buy bubble tea from that bread shop ever again.

Have to wake up at 5.30am tmr for breakfast tmr, hope i'll be lucky. :D

Pictures for today :

That undescribable feeling, its true.

2009-05-23T00:10:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Just finished household chores, so tiring. And my hair got stucked in the fan just now, it feels like my whole head is going into the fan.

For the past 7weeks, i've been hugging snoopy to sleep, it feels great, but i'll feel like crying whenever i see snoopy on my bed. It's really very comfortable to hug it, i'm happy so long as snoopy is by my bedside. But i'm not as sad now, time really heals. But those are past, i'm living in the present, i should think of the future. Mistakes are made, no point covering up that mistake. I'm just a fool for him in the past, now i'm still a fool but maybe, not for him.

My results for MYE :
English : D7
Chinese : A2 ( 1 more mark to A1, GAD.)
Math : C6
Combined Science : P - C6, C - Still dont know.
Combined Humanities : SS - C6, H - D7
F&N : C6 ( So dissapointed.)

I will work hard like did during sec 1, i will score A1 for math in FYE, i assure you.
My goals for FYE :
English : C5 (I've rarely passed.)
Math : A1
Chinese : A1 or 2 (I dont care.)
Combined Science : B4 ( I rarely pass too, its abit high.)
Combined Humanities : B3
F&N : B3
If i really hit these targets, my L1R4 will be 13.
Argh, still cant go to my F&N course.

I've seriously got nothing to do now, my legs are like numb for the whole morning.( No link.)
OK, decided. Going to watch my Pi Li MIT now, byebye.

2009-05-22T03:10:00.000-07:00

That swollen eyes.

Woke up at 5.30am, cause meeting eileen for breakfast, wanted to go central, but in the end, ate at westplaza kopitiam. Walked to bus stop at 6.50 at there was not even one single bus, waited until 7.05am. I was like grumbling " I dont want late! This time third time leh, third time detention, i dont want, detention waste time only! " Angry, then decided to take taxi. Took taxi with one guy, dont know is who, eileen's friend, he paid like almost half of the taxi fare. Reached school on time.

After school went Jacqueline's house, before that we went elias mall to buy our lunch which is maggi again, took a very long time to choose the flavour, yunita wanted curry and jacqueline wanted chicken, so bella said : "Aiya, yunita want curry, jacq want chicken then we buy curry chicken lorh." But we didnt, we bought cup noodles, each person one bowl. While eating, we suddenly talked about diabetes and the injections they have to take everyday. Bella said : "The diabetes ppl anywhere also can pierce already lorh next time, they now everyday poke needle in."
* For bella : Sorry to post that line above, you sound mean, but you deserve it. XD*
Go : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9-CS2v8wcc

Pictures taken on 20/5 :

Thats about my day.

* Add : I'm here again. Nothing to do now, going to watch Pi Li MIT. Went whitesands to meet germaine for dinner and went arcade, it depends on my luck. Germaine came my house to get my heels from me, NOW i'm here.

Thinking of whether to quit tuition or not, really thinking seriously. Maybe not. Not sure, very confused, i cant quit for the sake of myself. Just study hard, and everything will be fine.

The sun will shine brighter every single day.

2009-05-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

There's choir performance on 25th and 27th May, which is next mon and wed. Which means that many eyes will be staring at us, good or bad? I cant make a choice.
We'll be like singing the same syf songs, luckily i still rmb the dance steps, and luckily we dont have to wear our gowns.

Anyway, i give up on myself already :
Maths : 52/100
English : 20/50
Physics : 34/65
Combined Humanities : 51/100
Chinese : 74/100
All are like borderline passes except chinese luh.
I really give up.

Have fun now. I didnt spend a single cent today! Ahahahah! I've only $1.05 for the rest of the week. Maybe ask for money from mum tmr, so that i wont starve to death.

Anyway, went Michelle's house for lunch before choir - MaggiMee; she paid.

She cooked too. Looks so pathetic, we look like we're having a picnik at michelle's house cause we're sitting on the floor eating.

Then went for choir, then now, typing out these words on top and THIS.
Ok, i know i'm lame.

*Add : My eyes are still RED, its not sore eyes, and my eyes are also not itchy, maybe it has something to do with the contacts, maybe i'll go blind one day. Thats also good, so i wont see ppl that i dont want to see, but i also cant see ppl that i want to see, its not really good, not good to be blind. Not dieting anymore, give up also, cant resist the temptation of eating. *snort*
Btw, i'll use *grunt* instead of *snort*, it sounds nicer i think.

What's yours will eventually be yours, what isn't will nvr be.

2009-05-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

Back from shopping and eating!!!

Fun day today;
First, went bugis - Haji Lane 12pm-1pm
Second, bugis - seoul garden 1pm-2.30pm
Third, suntec - cotton on; bought shoes 2.30pm-3.15pm
Fourth, FLYER! 3.30pm-4.30pm
Fifth, marina square 5pm-6pm
Lastly, whitesands 7pm-9pm

Joke : On the flyer, Bella looked down and said "Why on earth would ppl jump to their death?"
Its really very funny, her expression very weird.

Btw, i was so damn scared on the flyer, i was so afraid that it would drop down or something. My legs were shivering like hell when i tried to stand up from the seats in the flyer. I'm just afraid of height, nothing else.

When we were walking back to the mrt station from marina, there's a guy who was beatbox-ing while walking. He's like making strange sounds like cars stopping its motor, then starting to drive again and horns! WTF! I can say, second zhengyang. We were like wondering, will zhengyang become like that when he grows up, and my ans is who knows?

Conclusion : Complicated stuff.

2009-05-19T18:07:00.000-07:00

This is a very short one.

Important : I dripped two drops of eyedrops into my eye ytd, and guess what?
Its expiry date is 12 May 2008. Maybe i'll go blind someday if i'm still so careless in the future.

Ytd : Went amk hub with clarie to buy her canon camera, and bugis to shop for hr bag. But in the end, i'm the one who bought the most things. Reached whitesands at around 8, waited for germaine cause she wanted to meet me like crazy, she said she missed me. LOL. Then met other guys at arcade, ate at superdogs and went home at 9 plus.

Sorry, no photos, cause forgot to take, only some are in clarie's camera.

Alright alright, i'm rushing now. I think i'm running late, i have to be at whitesands at 10am to meet Bella, Jacqueline, Michelle and Yunita to go to town. And our dress code is : Dress. WTF! I forgot i've got no dress, well, maybe get one from my mum's waredrobe.
Oh, bella just smsed me, meet at 10.30am. Then i wont have to rush. Yipee! :D

You may lose your loved ones tmr or in the next min, so why not treat everyone like the best on earth and leave no regrets when you leave this world?

2009-05-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

I feel so disgusted.

Ytd : just photos cause i forgot what exactly happened ytd.
In simple words, went suntec and great grandma's house.
Studied F&N for 1hour30mins in total.

Had F&N paper today, it was fine, a few questions dont know how to do. Actually, alot luh.
Then went home to change and meet eileen again to wait for germaine, eileen brought her dog along.

She called me before meeting her :
Eileen : Eh, evan, should bring my dog along anot ah? He like angry at me leh. He now like attitude me sia."
Me : Aiyo, bring lorh. But how we go school there?
Eileen : Take cab lorh.
Me : Ok, you pay.
Then went out again at 10.30am, took cab to loyangpoint and walked to teh bench near sch.

Jacqueline, Michelle, Wujie and Yunita came to find us, cause they wanted to watch the "show".
Started to rain at 11.15 or 20, so walked to blk 215.
Waited for germaine until 11.30? Somewhere there.

Jayjay ( eileen's dog) saw one cat, and he ran after it. Eileen screamed at him, thought he would go back to her, but NO, he ran like a mad dog, ran after that cat, the scenery is damn freaking funny.

Waited for the ppl and waited till 2 i think. I was damn hungry, FYI : I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING SINCE MORNING TILL THEN.

Something happened then police came, only a few of us had to stay, the others left and i didnt do anything, i have to stay, wtf is wrong with that police officer? I look so cute and innocent.
Actually i could go, but when he called my name and wanted to return me my ic, he looked at my ic photo and me repeatedly and i smiled to look the same as my ic photo, he said : No, you go back." Very angry leh. *snort* Oh, also almost had to go to police station, WHEN I DIDNT DO ANYTHING. I WAS THERE CARRYING THAT 8KG JAYJAY, cause he was barking and sratching my hand, wanting to go down.

Alright, then didnt go police station, police told us to leave. Took taxi back to eileen's house to put jayjay with eileen and doreen as germaine went home to change clothes.

Decided to go ehub for something high class, while on the bus there, my head is like spinning round and round, i've totally got no energy, i guess its because i'm too hungry.

In the end, went mr chicken rice. Ordered another bowl of rice, but suddenly remembered that i'm on diet, so i stopped eating. After eating, went arcade for a while but didnt play. I like that bunny bunny doll, i think it looks like me, doesn't it?

Okok, i know you agree with me. Walked out of arcade, walked pass cinema then we like want watch, ok lorh, watch.

So, we watched The Uninvited. Its about a crazy girl, living in her own world, seeing ghosts and thought she didnt kill anyone but she did. Its a very complicated story line.

Then tooked photos and walked to whitesands to buy my concession.

And while walking to whitesands, i ACCIDENTALLY KICKED a frog and the frog is jumping up and down. The feeling is very gross, so SLIMY! Then i was screaming my lungs out when i suddenly realized that i kicked something slimy and i looked down, i saw that frog jumping.
Eileen and doreen was laughing at my reaction luh. *snort*

So, took 358 from whitesands to westplaza and met someone, reached home at 8.45pm.

*Add : Almost forgot abt germaine. I think she's sleeping at home, if not go laoshi's house, standard. *

We survive to remember, but sometimes, we survive to forget.

2009-05-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

Time for diet.

I'm 46kg already, omg, fat. I'm going on a diet and exercising. So dont be surprised when you dont see me eating these few days.

Well well, stayed at home the whole day. Watched Pi Li MIT.
Its damn nice!:D I know i'm abit outdated already.

Then went grandma's house for dinner.
Left at 8.30 and meet eileen.
Then talked talked talked with eileen and went home at 10pm.

So so now,
I'M REALLY GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. DIET AND EXERCISE.
I REALLY WILL.
So dont tempt me to eat, i will kill you.

My life wont suck without him. (:

2009-05-15T05:11:00.001-07:00

Chemistry paper : I thought it was easy at first, but after that, eileen and michelle said my ans was wrong, so 6 marks gone, very sad.

Went 219 with eileen and germaine for their usual stuff, of course, not mine.
Anyway, went tampines and whitesands with eileen, germaine went home to sleep. That pig.
Wear until very nice :D Ok lah, singlet, shorts and make up. Just feel like putting make up uh.
Called germaine alot of times cause she havent reach whitesands at 4 and eileen have to go already.
She's still sleeping at 3.15pm.

Went laoshi's house with germaine then went down to fetch eileen up at 6.10.
Eileen got lost and we walked one big round looking for her, she still laughing all the way when she saw us. *snort*
After that, went laoshi's house again. Ate dinner there :chicken rice. Then played piano, and went home at 7.30.

People : Free show on Mon. :D

2009-05-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry to those who want to see my blog but i havent invite. XD

Every paper is a disaster. I'm sure to fail my physics and maths.

Okok, my daily life. Different schedule everyday.

Went for interview ytd for model, cause eileen say until very good leh, 50dollars per hour and free photos, of course go lah.
Reach there already, guess what type of place is that, located in the nkf building at toapayoh, and once we reached there, saw 2 or 3 policemen, going up to the model agency.
What the hell, of course will think that place is got something one what.
Filled in the form, the guy interviewed us.
And said we have to pay 1000dollars for tha portfolio. Siao! We said NO and went off.
ANDANDAND, the application form got ask us what type of model we are interested in, there's a NUDE choice. WTF!

Okok, i'm not angry, evangeline is not angry.

Then after the interview, took 21 to tampines cause both of us had the temptation to eat mos burger. XD
Talked on the bus with eileen for the whole bus journey, which is like abt 2hours.
I'm very talkative lah. XD
Then eat eat, want home at abt 9.

Today, went superdog@whitesands to study.
Germaine read abit only, sleep. Wahlao! I scolded her and she said i was fierce.
I wont be fierce to my kids in the future barh i guess.
Oh yah, also went mcdonalds at loyangpoint before the start of math paper.
And went laoshi's house, learnt piano. :D:D:D
I can horh! :D

Tmr : Second last paper. *clap clap clap*:D
Then after paper will be going shopping with eileen and probably germaine.

Ending off now. (:

2009-05-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry, dont feel like typing, shall type on fri i guess.
Btw, tmr's physics and math, i didnt study at all again, wish me good luck.

I shall just post some photos.

2009-05-10T21:17:00.000-07:00

I didnt study ytd! Went kembangan then great grandma's place for dinner to celebrate mother's day.
But met jacquelyn at amk hub first, cause OF MY STOMACH, ITS DYING OF HUNGER.

And on the mrt, eileen tan called me to say good morning, you're not wrong, its about 4PM. I cant believe it, 4PM leh!!!!

Back to the point, And really, i ate alot :

1 durian pancake,
1 mango ice with mango,
4 sushi.

Eh? Not alot eh. Nvm. But guess what? When we reached great grandma's house, one long buffet!
WTH! I bet it costs alot!

And i didnt really eat alot luh, only alot of chicken wings. XD

Then pictures : (my hair is really weird)

(look at the height difference)

I really tried to study ytd, but just cant move my hand. And i accidentally deleted some of my pictures from my phone. ): Then now, i have to put my pictures back into my memory stick.
Thats all for ytd.

And i'm totally no studying again, NO! I did study, for 1hour. ^^ 1 hour of maths.
Going yunita's house later to teach her math. HAHAHA!
Future teacher, dont believe then forget it. XD

ANDANDAND, my pimple is still there, my eyes look damn weird. Then i've got one ulcer on my upper lip, SAD! Very difficult to open my mouth leh. *snort*

I think this is a very very long blog. HAHHAHA!

Wasted my day.

2009-05-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

EVANGELINE HAS JUST WASTED HER WHOLE DAY TODAY. *LAME*
Yeah, i wasted my whole day.

Firstly, wasted 1hours of packing my room from 10 to 11,

1hour30mins of eating,
2hours of household chores,
2hours of haircut,
1hour eating and bathing,
1hour walking around at whitesands ALONE,
2hours watching tv at grandma's place,
30 mins taking photo,
10mins taxi home,

and finally, wasting my time looking at this screen,

i bet you are also wasting your time looking at my blog now.

Simply, i just wasted my whole day. With exams two days away, and not feeling a little stressed at all.

I'm gonna waste my day tmr too, meeting germaine for ... i dont know how to explain, so i shan't explain to you.

AND i just had my haircut as i had said, it looks really really weird. So, dont laugh at me when you see me. I look round, i mean my face. *For those who know michelle : My face is definitely not rounder than hers.*

And and , gladys helped me edit this blogskin for me, i'm so touched! Thank you once again! ^^

Thats all i have to say for today.

To you whom is reading my blog now : Go and study !

Add : I've just realized that i have one pimple on my double eyelid, wth.
Its so damn pain when i applied my pimple cream.
Cause everytime i blink, the pimple cream will get into my eye and it'll be freaking hot.

I've lost what i had.

2009-05-08T03:51:00.001-07:00

Alright, i have the mood to post already. Sometimes its like that uh, i wont have the mood to post.

For ytd, went whitesands superdog to study, sorry for not posting cause i reached home at 10plus, was so tired that i only read my socialstudies notes for 10mins and slept.

Today is english and socialstudies paper. English, haha, FAIL of course. Socialstudies was surprisingly alright, i think i can at least pass.

"Please math paper. Dont so diff ok?"

The past is nonsense, i'm now in the present, i should think about my future. No point thinking abt the past when time could not be rewind.

2009-05-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

Kill me.

2009-05-06T04:00:00.000-07:00

BAD BAD HAIR DAY!
Tied up my hair, and tied a bun, not nice! I went to let down my hair and still not nice! So i kept some of my hair in my collar, and looked short, at least better. I think i'm going to cut my hair short SOON.

Disturbed eileen's sleep.XD Sang AWFUL lullaby for her, and when its my turn to feel sleepy, she sang another lullaby. We lame uh. Then she took my mirror and treated it as a "camera" when she's the camera man cum reporter. English teacher caught her playing and gave her a shocked face.

AND Free lunch today! :D Mr Ong's treat, cause eileen had to go and buy that prepaid card and mr ong is forking out the money for her, 36dollars i think, plus our lunch, and dessert and drinks, i think its almost 100. Ate fish and chips, its even more expensive than mcdonalds leh, but nice!
Helped eileen eat half of her chicken chop.

Mr Ong told me to give others a chance, dont because of this incident and restrict every guy from myself. "Sorry lah, i cant do it. No guys are good."

Then took 89 back, walked around to find a place to sit.
Went minimart, cause i feel like eating cum spending money. Once we reached minimart, eileen immediately said " Eh. Dont eat leh. Eat too much will die one leh."

Then talked and talked and talked till 6.45 and went home.

2009-05-05T03:18:00.001-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! EVANGELINE IS HERE TO BLOG! :D
VERY VERY VERY HAPPY, cause scored very high for history! (which i didnt study)

Then then, went farmway to see dogs today!
ALL OF THEM ARE VERYVERY ADORABLE! :D

Eileen Tan : Thank you for holding the umbrella under the sun. (:

Then headed to giant, then ikea. (for the aircon)
Didnt really eat leh, only two hotdog bread at ikea, miracle right?

Joke of the day : Eileen said "Aiyo, their(the dogs) kuku bird very small sia" -.-

2009-05-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

I think its a long time since i blogged but its just merely 2days. LOL.
Went AMK HUB to study, i studied! 3hours! But a little only, well, better than nothing.
Today : Lunch at whitesands first, Studied at Yunita's house. Reached home at 9.45pm.

FINALLY! WAITING FOR THE JOKE OF THE DAY RIGHT? HAHAH!
JOKE OF THE DAY : I forgot... wait, let me think. I sang at the whitesands escalator damn loud, and it sounds very disgusting. Screaming when yunita's hamsters were trying to get out from the cage. Threw marshmallows up and tried to catch it with our mouths. Took UGLY photos.
Photos will be uploaded other days, need edit. XD

AND AND AND GUESS WHAT?!?!
I BOUGHT MY BERYLS TIRAMISU CHOCOLATE! :D

Iwillstudy,ipromise.
Itry.

No trust.

2009-05-02T01:43:00.000-07:00

No guys are truthful. He may promise you this and that now, in the future, just one "sorry and byebye". Just two words, and there goes your love, there goes all his promises. There's no forever, there wont be any forever.

Love is just a word to appreciate the one that you cherish, love is only a word that you say to a person whom you cherish. That's all. That's love. Love doesn't mean forever, i once thought love was forever, i once thought i could be with the one i love forever, but now the one that i loved made me realize, love is not forever, no point loving someone forever when that someone wont love you forever.

He once promised alot of things, well, now?
He was once very good, but as time passes, he changed. He controlled every single thing.
He just me hurt over and over again, he just played with my feelings.
That made me realize, guys are just jerks, they will lie and lie and LIE.
Maybe you're a guy reading this, maybe you didn't do anything, but please, just blame your own species.
Don't judge a person by its looks. And yeah, it's really true. He may look great but deep inside, its just an act.

From now onwards, i won't believe in any guys already.

Its really very stunning to have heard such a thing, hope you'll live happy, i'm always here for you. (:

Nothing else to say other than those things on top.

2009-04-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

Blog blog blog, why am i so moody nowadays?

Today's paper was english and chinese letter writing and compo. I wrote alot for chinese and just right for english. I'm just treating today's exam as a very relaxed one. I'm not stress at all. I didnt even have that exam mood today, weird uh./:
Supposed to have Socialstudies extra lesson but somehow nobody went i think, think only. Anyway, we were at choir, so also didnt bother to go for the extra lesson.
Ate buffet, not much.
Home.

STUDY!
*I did not*
So sorry, but no joke of the day, didnt bother to think.
Its just a dont bother day.

2009-04-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

I REALLY HAVE MOOD SWINGS,
SO KIDS,
BEWARE OF ME.

STUDY!!!!!
But i'm not.

2009-04-28T01:19:00.000-07:00

Damn, i think i'm having mood swings in the morning nowadays.
Add * It's alright, charmine's in the same situation as me.*

I'm such a useless person luh.
I kept telling myself to study, but i have not studied at all.
I dont know what results will i get for history and today's math retest, although the math retest is like no use to my marks cause i passed the first time round and i took the test today just to pass time, but it still matters.
I bet i'll have a very grumpy mood tmr, get ready to retain, evangeline.

I also dont know whether am i going to that china trip or not.
And i also dont know how to pass my time during june hols.

Feel like such a loner.

I really dont know what i want now, continue or not, i cant make up my decision.

Look at these retarded yet valuable friends of mine. I don't know what will happen to me if all of you were not by my side.

And not forgetting my family members whom were always by my side.

STUDY EVERYONE!

2009-04-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

I AM A LOSER.

I can score 8/30 for chem and 9/30 for physics when everybody scores 20 and above.

I don't know whats wrong with me.

On 28th April,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY YUNITA! :D

2009-04-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

Joke of the day : Heard a Malaysian woman talk on the Mrt, so full of Malaysian ascent.

Horror of the day : Taxi that i took was speeding at 120km/h. Don't know why the taxi driver's speeding so fast. And he's got hearing problem too. When i said PasirRis, he heard Tampines. And when i said u-turn, he heard right-turn.

I feel like a loser, really. I suck at everything.
I cant concentrate on my studies now and i really feel like giving up on everything already.
I'm so moody nowadays, i'll get angry over small matters like people screaming for no reason, i'll feel like screaming my hell out on them, but i'll just control my anger and just keep my ears shut.
When people do things slowly, i'll get very irritated and feel like scolding them. I dont know whats happened to me.
I'm not like that in the past. So sorry if my attitude towards you is very bad or rude to you nowadays, pardon me, thank you.

Today : Bugis and Yunita's house.

Ytd's edited photos :

Whats more, my muscles aching everywhere. My leg hurts when i walk or squat.

I think i'm preparing to retain this year. Completely have not revised, time for me to buck up. Somebody just motivate me.

I'm such a loser.

2009-04-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

Ytd's Joke : While we were cooking our maggimee, wujie's "secret" method of cooking maggimee is being revealed. XD

Firstly, bring the water to boil.
Then place in the maggimee without putting in the flavourings.
After that, pour the water out, you will see white water cause those are waxes?
Then, rinse the noodles with tap water,
cause " like that will have 'tan xin' (tender)".
Bring another pot of water to boil again, and place in the cooked maggimee.
Quickly add in the flavourings and stuff, and you're done.
A nice low msg and healthier maggimee. :D

The way wujie says is really very funny, its like the 'dongfangbili' cooking show thingy.

Today : 2.4 km run, FAILED. Its normal but infact, i think my stamina has inproved quite alot. Normally, for the past 2years, i will run for 2mins then i'll say i'm tired and i'll rest. And walk throughout the entire journey, till last, my timing will be a 26mins. But this time, i ran and ran and ran for like 1/3 already then i give up, quite good already.

AND I RAN TILL BLISTER, IS SWOLLEN LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT.

But, i'm very sad cause i only failed by 1min! My timing is 19mins20seconds! I damn bad mood today luh. Its like if i didnt do my best and my timing is like shit, i wont care. But today i ran like going to die then i failed.

I really think i suck at everything. Studies, physical training, character and everything all suck like hell. I dont know why i'm living here right now.

Well, dont talk abt that.

Celebrated Yunita's bday today.
Made cake at jacq's house first, actually, i stood there and see. XD

Then walked all the way back to westplaza to meet wujie and rent disc, The Unborn.

We sang the birthday song damn loud outside her house.

Then watched unborn, scary. I clinged on to jacq and hide behind her.

Then took photos.

Wujie's standing at the back. Then when we saw the photo, he wasnt in there. Then he said " I got take " , we looked at the picture again. Then he suddenly screamed. Then i also scream, cause scared me. He's just trying to make us scared. -.-

Finally, end of the day. Went home at around 8.45? Forgot.

I'm having muscle aches all over.

2009-04-23T04:54:00.000-07:00

Joke of the day : Wujie's scared of yunita's toilet. x:

Normal day at sch, AGAIN.

Alot of teachers didnt came, so there's free period for math and ss.
Did math during free period for math, but for the ss free period, went over to yunita's side to talk talk.

After sch, went yunita's house with wujie, AGAIN. But before going there, went loyangpoint.
Then her mother's like : "Ytd come, today come, tmr also come!"

* For Jacqueline : Haha! I took plastic bag to hold my bubbletea! XD *

Cooked maggimee at yunita's house, i think i also ate most of it.

AND WHATEVER I EAT TODAY, THERE'S NO TASTE IN MY MOUTH AT ALL.

And you know why i suddenly became so sick?
Because i ate the whole cheesecake, THE WHOLE OF IT :

Cant believe right? But its true. Thats who i am.

Yah. Where was i saying just now...

Oh! Yunita's house, ate and computer, watched alot of videos.

Then, went at 6.30.
Alighted at loyangpoint to buy tmr's breakfast, anyway wujie also need to buy something to eat.

Walked to busstop and i reached home at 8. Finally, reached home at night these few days.

AND ON THE BUS, I CANT BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE! I HAVE TO BREATHE THROUGH MY MOUTH. I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE FEVER SOON.

Today's photos :

AND we're going to yunita's house tmr to celebrate her bday! :D

(L)

ONCE A FOOL.

2009-04-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

I regretted to bring my handbag to sch! Its sooooooooo heavy! x:

Normal day at sch AGAIN. Stared at the computer screen for 4periods during F&N, cause we had to do our coursework and my contacts were damn dry.

Then headed to loyangpoint with yunita, jacqueline, michelle and wujie to buy maggi mee to cook at Yunita's house.

Before that we went to but bubbletea and guess what jacqueline did when i took one plastic bag to hold my bubbletea?

She snatched it away from me and said " Huan bao (recycle)!"
Then she put it back. -.-

So, when we paid for the maggimee, she told the auntie " Dont need plastic bag."

Then she held the maggimee in her hands, but after that, it landed in my bag.
Saw the bus and ran.

While walking to yunita's house, wujie was talking about birds poking his head at the traffic light near his house, its damn FUNNY!

Reached Yunita's house, didnt cook maggimee, but her mother cooked one big plate of fried rice and frenchfries, Michelle said most of it was eaten by me.
Then talked and laughed alot.

Wujie and Jacq and Yunita started to revise but me and michelle just sat there and see them do their math.

Not long after, me, michelle, yunita, and wujie started talking about work and only jacq was doing her math.
Then dont know why, we started to talk about ghost stories and Wujie was very irritated by all the ghost stories.
Other than ghosts, we also talked about alot of topics, talked till 6.30 then headed home.
Walked michelle home, then me and wujie crossed the overhead bridge and went our own ways.

And guess what?

On the bus, there's a guy, dont know what primary sch, was marching up the bus and stomping his feet. WTH!

Oh!
And i've decided to opt to JC by DSA! Should be can barh. But i'm afraid i cant cope with JC stuffs, well, everything see first barh.

Joke of the day : The whole day was a joke. XD

And i feel very sick for the whole day. Woke up with sorethroat, then reached sch got runny nose and kept sneezing.

Such an unlucky but happy day.

It was very lucky to have all of you by my side when i needed someone,
i've realised friends wont leave me, lovers do.
I really appreciated everything that all of you have done, no matter what.
Days were happy with all of you,
there'll be no worries at all.
Thats what life is. (L)
I've DECIDED to forget everything and start everything once again. And be the cheerful one i once was.

I've just realised, there's no pictures for this blog. So i'll just post some photos i've edited ytd :
Bye!

ADD : Scored 9/30 for physics and 31.5/50 for F&N. And i studied for both subjects which is already quite rare. Maybe I'll shall not study for each and every test! JK! XD

2009-04-21T03:01:00.000-07:00

Sch as usual.

Bored to DEATH. X:

Math test : 20/40.
Damn sian. But better than nothing lah.

During lifeskills, i waved at mr ong and he came to me.

Mr Ong : Yes? Miss SUPPOSED TO BE 3E3.
Me : Huh? What supposed to be? I where got so smart?
Mr Ong : Yes. You are supposed to be in 3e3. All of us knew what happened thats why you didnt go into 3e3. All of us are very dissapointed in you.
Me : Huh?

Then he walked away.

Oh! And ytd Tan Boon Yeo came into our class and relief.

Mr Tan : ***** leh?
Yunita : *points to the back* which is 3e5
Mr Tan : Her girlfriend leh?
Yunita : *points to me* break liao lah break liao lah
Mr Tan : Oh.

Today :

Helena Lee : Btw how come i dont see you walking with your friend to sch nowadays?
Me : That guy ah?
Helena Lee : Yah
Me : Break liao what.
Helena Lee : How come? What happened?
Me : Nothing.
Helena Lee : Well, great. Dont give up the whole forest because of a tree.

And guess what, i'm only left with 4dollars now.
How am i going to survive for the whole week?!?!

Tuition : Test and sleep. Very BORED of Physics.

Cheesecake later! ^^

And i realised something.
Its not that i didnt forget him.
I forgot him, but i didnt forget our past.

Yeah. Thats sounds more logical.
He's just a playboy who plays with your feelings lah.

Maybe tmr i'll post another : I'll wait.
Cause i'm very confused now.

2009-04-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

THERE'S A BIG FAT LIZARD OUTSIDE MY HOUSE! X:

Joke for ytd : Slept on the bus and knocked onto the window twice.

Today : Went sch, as usual. Then tampines with yunita and michelle.
Ate quite few i think, lazy to state exactly what i ate luh.

Michelle and Yunita dont believe i can run! I can run derh ok. They dont believe i got second in pri sch, but there's no medal for that so cant prove to them. But I CAN RUN! I got second when i was in i think... Primary 2. ^^

And we've decided to help the choir run for next year's sports day! :D Hope i can help, in a way.

Then yunita and michelle was talking about my bug bunny tooth, and how yunita got her baby tooths out. Its damn funny! Yunita mainly is fell down thats why her tooth dropped lorh.

Its damn freaking funny. But i almost forgot what happened today already.

Pictures :

AND WTF! I BROUGHT 50DOLLARS OUT TODAY AND I'M LEFT WITH 18 NOW. =.=
ALL IS SPENT ON FOOD. I'M DEAD FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK.

Tmr tuition 2.30pm which is right after sch. So, not much money will be spent. ^^

2009-04-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

Ytd's joke of the day : Heard an indian woman said "F*CKING BASTARD" very loud to herself when yunita and i was walking to tampines1.
And when i was queuing up to buy the bus concession, the uncle infront of me was digging his nose! Then he shoot it out! WTF!

Today:
Didnt meet charmine cause her work shift was at 5pm, so i met clarie at 10am.
Ate Mcdonalds hashbrowns and milo while waiting. Waited for her for 20mins.
Then walked at tampines1, ate auntie annes, very nice. XD
After that took bus to Changi Starbucks.
Studied for 3hours then went toilet for pictures :

(she's tip-toeing)

Today's joke of the day : Cant think. Maybe tmr.

2009-04-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

Actually, i dont feel like posting now. But for the sake of posting, i'll post.

Long day ytd. Sports day then movie.
Movie was at ehub, 17 AGAIN. Very nice and touching, i think.
I cried, AGAIN.
MORAL OF 17 AGAIN : DONT SAY YOU REGRETTED FOR THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE.
Ate mr chicken rice before the movie, 2bowls of rice AGAIN.
Pictures after that :

After movie, took 403 with jacq, then alighted at elias mall and walked home.
Exercise luh.
Reached home : Studied.

Today, moody.
How can a girl be so selfish? I really cant believe it.
Oh well. Forget it.
Took ss test today, CONFIRM 100% GUARANTEE FAIL!
I wrote all rubbish luh. =.=
Mainly because i only read the lecture notes for 5mins in the bus.

Okok. Detailed one.
Went loyangpoint for breakfast with Gladys, Yunita and Michelle.

I wanted to buy another set of hotcakes after finishing my Mcgriddles with egg, but remembered i've got not much money. So controlled my stomach.

Then scrolled to sch for the test, three of them were reading the lecture notes if i'm not wrong, but i'm just walking and daydreaming.
Really a VERY moody day.

Then went Tampines to 'fetch' MY Charmine from work.
And also eat Mosburger.
THANKS YUNITA FOR ACCOMPANYING ME.

Then took the train to pasirris and bused to Charmine's house for tuition.
Tuition : Studied ok ! :D

After tuition, went home and studied AGAIN.
Then went interchange to buy concession.
Wandered at whitesands alone then went grandma's house.
Then, i'm here right now.

I cant think of any joke of the day, maybe i shall post it some other day.

OH! Tmr gonna be a long day too. 'Fetching' Charmine to work, then meeting Clarie, have to go Montiq(?) to help Michelle and Gladys buy their stuffs. Then going Starbucks@Terminal2 to study, AGAIN.
Its NOT my second home ah.

I'm not allowed to love him.
I'm not allowed to miss him.
I'm not allowed to care about him.
I'm not allowed to dream of him.
I'm not allowed to imagine him by my side.
I'm not allowed to look at him.
I'm not allowed to wait for him.
I'm not allowed to be a fool.
But i shall go against the rules.

I'll wait till the day i give up.

2009-04-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

GREENVIEW CHORALE SYF 2009 - SILVER!

Although slacked for very long, but i finally sensed the stress today morning. After all the screamings and shoutings ytd and fried foods all the way.

After our performance today, all of us were very disappointed with ourselves.
We all thought we would get a bronze or even a COP.

And Asyraf said : " If we get silver, it'll be a miracle ".
But in the end, OMG! Yunita screamed when we heard " Greenview Secondary School : Silver ".
Cause only me, yunita, amanda, zoey, fiona, jonathan and nicholas went to hear the results.
All of us were so relieved luh!

And alot schools got Gold with honour, how i wish our sch could be like that, but well, a silver is just like a miracle already.

Haha. And when me and yunita was walking to the mrt to cityhall, saw Humaira with someone today~ XD

Well, back to today. Syf (of course) then went ehub for mr chicken rice, ate two bowls of rice, then headed to victoria concert hall loh.

Joke of the day :

I was trying to compete with the choirs who got gold with honour. cause they were cheering very loud outside vch. Then - i zaoxia.

And another joke :
If you saw one 50dollar note and two 50cents coin on the floor, what would you do to make teh 50dollar note disappear?

Answer : Use the two 50cent coins to cover your eyes, so you wont see the 50dollar note.

*Fiona damn AUNTIE!

And today's physics test - fail! X:

Tmr sports day, then movie! :D

Saturday, have to go sch and take socialstudies test at 9am in the morning, then right after that, tuition. X:

2009-04-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

Normal school day.
F&N test was ok luh, neither difficult nor easy. I think i can pass but not very well done.
History, Chemistry and REP ytd was shit! I slept for half of the time for the test, infact, i only did the tests for 15mins, then sleep.

Then went ikea with Yunita and Michelle.

ALOT of funny things happened!
Oh! And ytd we went tampines, then ate pizzahut. Guess what michelle said?
She said : "Pepsi free flow one ah? Aiyo, say earlier lah! Can drink alot. "
Auntie right? -.-
Haix. Btw today damn funny!
Yunita said i eat alot today already, but i dont think so leh. Just chicken chop, salad, icecream and currypuff only what.

And Joke of the day : Funny meh?

Choir, damn tired. I very stress sia. =.=
Tmr got SYF, english test and physics test. English test and physics test is the first 3 periods tmr, then right after that, have to go for choir.

Hope can get at least silver barh.
Wish us good luck ok? ^^

Well, dont feel like studying now. See my mood later barh. X:

*I dont understand how can a guy be as useless as to avoid his ex.

2009-04-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

DAMN FREAKING TIRED TODAY!

Chinese get F9 liao, dont care, wont die.

And choir damn stress. I know abit siao luh, but really very stress.
Scared sing wrong, scared sing till too high, and must smile, must memorise the dynamics, SIAN~!

I think thats the reason why i ate so much today, kfc at 4 and porridge at 8.

And know what my mother said?
She said : Eat so much?!
I said : Cannot ah? Ok lorh. I starve to death lorh.
She said : Die then die lorh, better save my money.
I said : Fine.
She said : How come my daughter like that one? Stomach got worm is it? Mine also dont have.
Then she walk away. -.-

Going tampines tmr, i think, then wont be home till night again. Wed, same routine. Haix. When can i stay at home and revise? I think - NEVER !

And today's math test. FAIL FAIL FAIL!
Only knew how to do abt 3questions, then everything else just scribbled rubbish.

Tmr's history test, not intending to study and chemistry test intending to just flip through the notes. Oh! And i didnt read a single page of to kill a mocking bird, CRAP MAN!

2009-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

Oh. I've got time to blog today.

Woke up at f*cking 6am in the morning, cause woke up to pee then cant sleep.
Spent 2hours packing my room from 6 to 8.

Tuition at 9. Sian-ness! Completely not focusing for tuition although there's tests tmr.
Changi-ed with Clarie and Jacquelyn. Clarie studied, i slept. Cause the starbucks sofa was very very comfortable. XD
Spent other times daydreaming, Didnt study.

Joke of the day : JAcq's ring got stucked in my finger. Took very long time to take it out. XD

Oh. And i just got some other photos from the wedding.

2009-04-11T07:01:00.000-07:00

Well, today went whitesands and tampines with eileen.

Actually, planned to study, then studied for about 30mins at whitesands mac, we went tampines, that new shopping centre luh.
Cause ytd i didnt get a chance to go. It looks big but it isnt really big.
Oh. And also went mosburger to find my charmine. XD

Then, shopped and shopped and shopped.
Spent alot! I brought 43 out, and i'm left with 8 now.
I must REALLY REALLY learn to control!!!
I need something to motivate me, Really!
I've got no plans to save now, oh, maybe my phone can motivate me.
Another button's spoilt. Sian!
And, all my shorts are damn loose now. My god.

And tmr's another long day for me.
Tuition from 9am to 11am. After that i have to rush to airport to meet clarie.
So most probably wont blog tmr lerh. :/

And my ankle's damn F*CKING PAIN nowadays. And, flies are damn irritating, keep pestering one leh. I feel like killing them all. :X

Sian sian sian. I damn pekchek now. Nothing to blog about. Just all my sian-ness life.

2009-04-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

Back again. Sorry for not being to blog ytd. Too busy. XD

Ytd went for the council investiture, cause i told yunita, she go then i go. Haha. Nothing do marh. And yunita and fiona went there only for the buffet only (Ohpps, mon i'm gonna die). XD

And i also signed up for the china trip, cause i told michelle, she go then i go. Haha.

And And And ytd's joke of the day was : Asyraf did a damn funny sound, sounds like spongebob. Haha.

And today went roller-blading ~~~ :D
I feel even muscular. XD Lol.
And today's joke of the day : Michelle ALMOST fell down for about 10 times.
And, I fell down. -.-
But didnt really hurt, only my hand. EH, is cause i worried for michelle, then turn back look at her, thats why i fell lorh.

* Michelle : Next time, you cycle, DONT rollerblade anymore.*

OK. I think i look short. But nvm. Haha.

Okok. Then photos taken at yunita's house.

Thats all the nice photos i think. Haha. Then at night went yiochukang eat, waited for 1hour45mins for the dishes to come. I waited until full liao. Haha.

Today, Damn FUN! :D

2009-04-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

I F*CKING THIS F*CKING DAY OF MY LIFE. EVERYTHING'S F*CKING GOING AGAINST ME.

Firstly, almost late for sch, well that isnt that serious, i dont care.

Secondly, there's a BIG FAT FLY in my prawn noodles. WTF!!! I just started eating 4mouths and there i saw that fly.

Thirdly, i've got no money to buy my beryl's chocolate.

Fourthly, dont want say. x:

Really, this is the worst day of my life.

And i dont know why i kept thinking of him today afternoon, be it on the bus or during choir, thinking of the happy moments we had, but why cant i think of all the sad times we had tgt?!?!?!

I hate myself. Why cant i just forget him and start again...

Oh, my thumb's swollen cause i was folding stars from last night till now. Last night's one was helping yuting and i spend 1hour45mins out of my two hours tuition folding stars. But for the last 15mins i did my hw luh. :/

OH WELL!!!

Give me some time alright? I'll forget him.

2009-04-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

YO!

Back again. Sorry for not being able to blog ytd uh. No time. XD

Alright, for ytd just a very short day. Joel accompanied me to whitesands to but my stuffs, then i went changi t2 starbucks to meet clarie to study. Actually, i only studied for like 1 hour only luh. Then headed to t3's toilet to take photos. We took photos for abt 1hour. -.- Haha.

Then rushed to downtown east in the rain cause clarie wanted to but durian stuff. Then, two china man walked past us and whistled. Wtf! -.- I was like *snore*. =.=
Then also rushed to serangoon. And i ate two plates of rice! :D
Joke of that day was : I nearly fell down twice in 5mins.

Well, for today, nothing special. Just school, then lunch then choir then tuition and finally, home.
Tuition damn lame. Chat and chat and... Chat. XD Didnt really studied luh. But at least i did my hw. :/

And for choir, i really went to think and shared to the choir.
Its the effort that we put in counts, its not what medal we get.
So long as we know that we treid our very best and sing with pride, we will not be disgraced or anything even if we get below our expectations, cause we know that we gave our best shot.
And that was what we deserve.
No point blaming other ppl, cause a choir should be united and sing as one, not you sing yours and i sing mine.

Well, Joke of the day was : I kept zaoxia when in choir and amanda was like laughing like crazy. And one more! Stupid asyraf hit my leg, cause he thought i was the one who hit him, but amanda was the one. -.- Damn pain lah. :x

*I've totally forgot all abt you. Its really not worth it. I dont understand why am i so foolish in the past.

2009-04-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

Well, joke of the day first : Yunita told me to put joke of the day was " no joke". LOL! Nvm. Is got joke derh. Jacqueline was being fooled. Haha!!!

I burped once when i was performing on the stage, actually its not quite a joke. Cause its a daily routie that i burp everytime i sing, ppl whom dont know me as well may think that its kind of idiotic though. And i can smell mcdonalds when i burped, cause i went mcdonalds for breakfast with gladys.

Well, then i screamed when ms ang wanted to spray hairspray on my hair. Its bad for the hair!!!! OMG! Heng she nvr spray, if not i'm gonna kill her, really. Then, ( oh well, i just recieved a call from my ex's mother, and i told her we broke up), oh no link. I just carry from where i stopped. Then, fooled jacq cause its her bday and we wanted to surprise her so we bluffed her that we dont want to celebrate her bday anymore cause we're sick and tired of everything. At first we wanted to fool wujie and bella also derh, but they somehow dont go according to our plan. So we told wujie, then bella too. After collecting the cake, we sneaked into her house and surprised her. But, she was not shocked. -.-

Well, for commendation day, i think it was quite nice but i didnt smile, no mood. Haha. My hair was a disaster. I look bald and i went whitesands and jacq's house with that hair. I totally forgot abt my hair. Oh my.

Dinner ate 6 pieces of pizza, 4 chicken wings and 6 small garlic breads. ^^ Bloated.

And i've recently found my F&N practical dish. XD Its looks so restaurant-ish. XD

Oh. Then let me blog abt ytd. Went vch for choir rehearsal and took a video of temasek choir.

This song is damn cool.

Thats abt everything i wanted to blog abt ytd.

And. F*cking hell. Next mon, wed, thurs got choir.

Next next mon, tues, wed, and thurs got choir practice at night. Whats this man. -.-

Nvm. Hope we'll at least get an award for choir. Haha.

* I'm not desperate for him, dont make up the story on your own.
To him : And dont think you're that attractive, not every girl is as stupid as me.

2009-04-03T02:52:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Confessions of a shopaholic. Not nice. No lah, just normal lorh. Just quite funny and i cried. -.- Its just about a girl who likes to shop alot and works in a financial company or something. Then her boyf dumped her or what and that part i creid. Lol. Also dont know cry for what. And it was damn freaking cold in the cinema.
No mood blog now.
*Why must you be so cruel to me? I dont know why the fuck am i crying for you now.

2009-04-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Haha. Bought just now for choir tmr.^^
And, i think i will get food poisoning.-.- Just now ate steamboat and the meat is still raw. +.+ Oh my. My stomach is going to suffer.
Tmr going to skip lessons, going for choir at vch. No PE! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Today is a very tiring day but tmr i'm going yunita's house, bake cookies! (:
Relieve stress luh.
Anyways Joke of the day:
Actually not really a joke. But i imitated Gladys laugh when we're on the bus back home and Charmine laughed till her whole face and ears were RED! And yunita, michelle and me were talking abt disgusting things after choir. Cant say out, later yunita kill me. x:

* I've realised : I dont love you anymore, but i still like you a little. But i think time heals everything. You're just an useless jerk. *

2009-04-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Joke of the day :
Yunita asked me : "Evan, why pepsi is black ah? Why ah?"
And Charmine was quarrelling with gladys and she said : " Okok fine. I teka happy?"
Lol!

And this sweet is damn freaking nice! Mango~ XD
And, i skipped english remedial today. Aiya, no big deal! Choir was super lame. Kept laughing cause saw *someone*'s face. Haha. And mr chionh asked me abt M.A.D today. This year should be going to Vietnam, not confirmed. But also maybe will go Cambodia agian. Everything's not confirmed yet, but there's a larger chance of going Vietnam.
After choir went straight home, took some random photos. :P

I'm not acting cute kay, i'm cute. ^^
Lol. This week no money lerh. Have to buy lots of bday presents. -.-
Anyways, now nothing do. Not doing homework, tmr got test, not studying. So, i shall post some old photos. (:

Changi:

Wedding:

Random:

2e5:

" How i wish i could go back to the past in 2008, and everything was as perfect as ever."

2009-03-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

Post for the day:
Damn sad today morning cause... something happened then i have to rush up back home, so took bus at 6.50. Then met eileen at busstop, actually wanted to take bus tgt, but she cant. Then she suddenly say meet at busstop. Lol. And today in class damn funny! Eileen's phone was confiscated so she scolded vulgarities at mr ong. Then she scolded vulgarities at black ppl, mr ong thought she was referring to sacchi but actually she wasnt, so the whole class was laughing. I also dont know why i laugh. Then blah blah blah.
Recess time i said excuse me to someone very loud, cause i feel like hating him, but i cant. After shouting, my heart very pain. Haix. Then after sch slacked at void deck, waiting for mr ong to call me. After meeting mr ong, he say he treat us to mac. So, free things of course ok right. He say go lp wait for him, so go wait lorh. Waited for 30mins i think, then junhong and kaiyu go buy mac first. I'm so tempted to buy, but ren le! Haha. Then suay suay mr ong sms me tell us eat first, wth, make me starve for no reason. )x Then slacked and slacked and went home at 5 plus. Eileen waited for me at my house downstairs then she can go home, i can go tuition. Cause same route marh.
Reached tuition at 5.55 (supposed ro start at 6). And me and Charmine was inside her room chatting. Waited until 6.49. Then realised how come teacher and yuting havent come. So, i called teacher and guess what he said? He said " I'm at charmine's house now lorh, where you?" and we opened the door and saw them outside. -.- Lame right.
Oh yah! I was almost knocked down by a car just now when i was walking home from tuition. Its green light leh! The car still move! Scare me! Then the car horn horn horn i cant hear, cause got earpiece. Then i stand infront of the car, the green light turning red liao, i take out my earpiece. Realised, I nearly died. Then faster run cross the road. Suay! ):

2009-03-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

You know what?
I still cant forget him. Maybe as time goes by, feelings for him will fade off. But i'm not happy without him in my life. Why is she so attractive to take him awa from me? Why? I just dont get it. Why cant i have another chance? Why must he walk off by saying its too late for sorry, he cant forget the past? Why just only two sentences and he just ditched me, just like that. I cried for the whole night, didnt really sleep, eyes were swollen like fuck. But, he didnt even fucking care. Why must he do this to me? Why cant i just hate him and stop loving him? Why must i keep thinking of him every second? Why must i keep a lookout of him? Why must i be jealous of girls talking to him, since he's not mine anymore? Why must he talk to me like that? Does he really not love me anymore? Will he love me back? Will he be happier without me in his life? But seriously, without him, i dont know how to live life on. Must he be so cruel to not even give me one last chance? Whenever i talk to him, i will love him more. But, when i dont talk to him, i will feel like dying. But when i die, will he love me back? Will he regret leaving me? I doubt so.

2009-03-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Alright. First post of this blog. Should be a sad day for me, but i'm acting happy infront of everybody. Some said i forgot him, some said i did not. I dont know. Everyone said he's not worth it, but i think he's worth it. 9 months, which means is about to 300 days i think. We've been tgt for that long period of time, and he could just easily say break. And thats it, i've begged him and those. He still didnt give me another chance. Everyone is comforting me. Is it really my fault? Am i in the wrong everytime we quarrell in the past?
I've been thinking of that question every second. I cant concentrate in class and stuff. Should i let him go and let him be with the one he love? I think i should. No point keeping him by my side, where his heart is with her.
And, I've learnt something. Loving someone, may not be that we must be tgt. I can love him secretly without letting him know. And telling him that i forgot him already.
*Cheer up evan!
You can still continue to love him even though he's not yours*